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Post by Anthony Jameson on May 13, 2007 23:00:02 GMT -5
Anthony looked at Salamai, she looked sad and really wanted to go. Maybe it was the best thing for her to do and he should stay it would help her make her mind up. “but where? You should have an idea of where you are headed” he said grabbing her tight by the arm. “are you coming back?” he started asking question after question. He was kind of confused and tried to understand her, but the right words just didn’t come out. “I am not going” he said with a sad tone “I am going to stay here and I will be waiting for you” he said taking her bags “but please don’t leave me, come back” he said kissing her softly "I am not going to stop you, but promise me you will take care and coming back."
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Post by Salamai von Hellan ♥ on May 14, 2007 19:11:39 GMT -5
"I don't know where I am going. I am going to drive and see where it ends me up. I have plenty of money, my dad could give a fuck that I have one of his cars, and I don't think I will run out of clothes anytime soon. I just need to go by the house and get a few things. My dad is probably back at a bar or something..."Salamai was so confused, yet not confused. "I don't know if I am coming back. Who knows, maybe I will go to the big city and marry some garage band loser with no job."she joked and softly laughed. Humor wasn't going to lighten the situation and she looked down at the floor awkwardly. She felt his kiss, and she wanted to leave and stay at the same time.
"Don't wait... Just Move on."she said softly. "Wanna walk me to my car?"Salamai asked Anthony and without a reply, she began to walk out of the store figuring that he would fallow. He did after all have a few of her bags.
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Post by Anthony Jameson on May 14, 2007 20:36:25 GMT -5
Anthony listened to every word that she was saying trying to think of a solution for her to stay. Trying to think of an excuse, he didn’t want her to leave. He didn’t care if she stayed with Chase and he had to look at them both everyday… happy. He just wanted her to be near him. He listened to her “explanation” of what she planned to do, that wasn’t good he wanted the best for her and going to the city and marry some garage band loser with no job wasn’t a good answer even though if she did that he wished to be that garage band loser with no job. Looking at the bags that he was carrying he smiled “Um yeah I guess or you think you can take the bags to the car?” he asked knowing the answer already. He started following her without a word.
He didn’t know what to say. He should be happy for her. She might get a better life, but he wasn’t happy at all even though he wanted her to be happy. Walking into the parking lot he looked for the car, but couldn’t find if “Um which one is it?” he asked walking around “you can stay at my house if you want to, you don’t really need to go” he said trying to convince her to stay.
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Post by Salamai von Hellan ♥ on May 14, 2007 20:43:46 GMT -5
Salamai's black combat boots thudded against the concrete of the parking lot. She looked around and pointed to a vehicle a few cars down. "The black BMW over there."she said to Anthony. She popped the trunk and tossed the bags in carelessly. "Thanks Anthony, but I think this is the best solution. It just seems like the right thing to do."she said in a weak voice. "And I am not promising I will come back."she added. She stood there so desperately wanting to kiss him one last time before leaving, but she did not know if it would be the right thing to do.
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Post by Anthony Jameson on May 14, 2007 21:42:22 GMT -5
Anthony looked at the black BMW. It was a really nice car and thought that maybe when his dad realize his car wasn’t there would get mad, but she didn’t really cared and he didn’t really care so there was nothing to worry about the car. He put the bags on the car’s trunk and stood there feeling helpless. Looking at her eyes he forced a smile. “You have to promise me you are coming back” he said kissing her softly then pulled back “or I will go and look for you” kissing her again “you can’t leave me here… alone” he said kissing her once more time, but making the kiss longer. He was going to miss her and he wasn’t going to let her go if she didn’t promise him to come back or at least to come back at take him with her. “I am going to miss you a lot. I was already used to see that beautiful face of yours around” he said passing his hand softly through her cheek.
He looked at her and smiled getting some kind of an idea “you wait here ok” he said running back to the mall. He didn’t have much money, but hoped he could buy something good for her. He walked into some kind of jewelry store and bought two silver hearts collars asking the guy to put Salamai’s initials on one heart and his initials on the other. The guy took long time to put the initials on the hearts, but was finally done. Seeing that he wasn’t going to be able to pay for them in cash he pulled out his credit card and bought them. He would have to work a few more hours, but it was all right. He didn’t really care. He ran back to the parking lot wishing that she didn’t leave. Walking back to her he smiled and gave her the heart with his initials on it. “You keep this and I will keep this one with your initials. You have to come back and give me mine and I will give you yours” he said handing her heart.
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Post by Salamai von Hellan ♥ on May 14, 2007 21:57:18 GMT -5
Salamai couldn't help but kiss Anthony back. It seemed impossible to push away the urge. She said nothing. She was afraid she would say thw wrong thing and ruin the moment. She raised an eyebrow when Anthony told her he would be right back. She searched through her messenger bag and found a pack of cigarettes. She lit one and smoked it slowly. What was he doing? It was taking a while.
Salamai leaned back against the BMW and looked up at the sky. She sighed in relief when Anthony came jogging toward her. She was in a hurry to leave. She chewed at her lower lip when he handed her the necklace. This was possibly the most adorable thing that anyone had ever done for her. "I.. Um.. I have to go."
"Thank you."she said almost in a whisper. She gave him one last kiss and looked at him for a moment. "Good bye, Anthony. Maybe I will see you around?"With that, Salamai jogged around to the other side of the BMW and slid into the driver's seat. She sat there for a moment, she almost felt like crying.
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Post by Anthony Jameson on May 14, 2007 22:30:01 GMT -5
Anthony forced a smile on his face. It was impossible for him not to smile at her, but he didn’t mean that smile either. He expected something else from her than an “I have to go”, but didn’t really cared about it. He kissed her back hoping that it wouldn’t be the last kiss that he would be able to have from her. He looked at her get inside the car saying nothing. He couldn’t find the right words to tell her. He had nothing to say. Just don’t leave, but he have already said that before and it didn’t work. He ran to the driver’s seat opened the door, pulled her out of the car and hugged her really tight and kissed her, kissed her passionately. He makes sure that the kiss lasted, getting deep into the kiss he hold her hips. Pulling away he knew it was time for her to go, for her to drive away from town, away from him. He pulled away and whispered a “I love you” and started to walk away, away from the pain he was feeling, away from the love that he has always been waiting, but now was getting further.
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Post by Salamai von Hellan ♥ on May 15, 2007 15:34:24 GMT -5
Salamai looked up at Anthony when he opened the car door. And that kiss... It was literally breath taking. She had never felt like she did before. It would have swept her off her feet if she wasn't sitting down. She kissed him back with just as much passion. When Anthony pulled away Salamai kept her eyes shut, regretting that the kiss had ended. Her eyes fluttered open and she shut the door dreamily.
She placed the key into the ignition, and drove away. She didn't look back. She continued to drive...
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